DreamcatcherLast updated: 2024

My familly used to have a dream catcher. It first was hung up on the wall in my parents room. I was little and I didn't know what it was at first, it just looked like some decoration. My parents told me it's a dream catcher and it catches nightmares.

From what I faintly remember, I probably had more than one nightmare in a short time so my parents put the dream catcher in my room. I think it really worked and I didn't have nightmares in the time it was placed in my room. I remembered about it and wondered if it actually worked, although it seems it does since it helped with the nightmares I had.

I wanted to add a picture of the one we had but I don't think we have it anymore, or if we do, it's stored away.

DerealizationLast updated: December 3, 2025

I think I experience derealization. I've seen it described like feeling like being in a video game and I have used video game terms to describe to myself what I feel so that sounds about right.

It's been mostly outside that it happens. Things for as far as I clearly see is real, but past that it's just a flat skybox. I realized today is that I fail to see debth, that's what it is. This happens only sometimes but I when I notice, I tend to examine it for a long while until I move on and it eventually returns to normal.

The only times this happened indoors was once when I worked in a grocery store and the cold shelves for veggies in the distance became flat like store shelves in a low-poly video game that uses a single jpg.