No-Good Angel

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Welcome

Hello and welcome to my own personal website! Here I have put down all of my thoughts and feelings. I made this site because I wanted somewhere I can talk about anything for forever and I don't have to really talk to anyone and get judged and looked at weird for it.

It started when I used to use carrd when I kept trying to write about interests but couldn't do much with the 50 element limit.

Namesake
The link of the site comes from the song ダダダダ天使 (Dadadada Tenshi) by NANAOAKARI. The title "Nebula" comes from another stray idea I had where the location was named Nebula

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Profile

I am: Bianca [20 years old]

Pronouns: She/Any

Date of Birth: June 7, 2005

Location: Nebula

Hobbies: Listening to music, coding, playing video games, watching anime

Things I like: Artsy things, anime, Visual Novels and RPG Maker games, Vocaloid, Energy drinks, eggs, instant noodles

Things I don't like: Arguements, summer heat, bullies

Characters that are me

Favorite Characters

Interests

Lilo and Stitch

I relate to Lilo in one way. It's the way she struggles to make friends because the other kids think she's weird. She even talks about things in a way that confuses other people when it makes complete sense to her.

There's also this scene at the beginning where she explained how she ran out of peanut butter for the fish's sandwich and there was only tuna but she can't give a fish tuna, that would be bad. Lilo is already in a bad mood here and then Mertle calls her crazy. It's makes her mad and she attacks Mertle as a first reaction. Only after she realizes and regrets it.

Afterwards, Lilo sees that the other girls are holding dolls and goes to ask them if they're going to play dolls. When the girls say she doesn't have a doll, Lilo takes out Scrump and explains her to the girls but the girls abandon Lilo. Lilo reacts by throwing Scrump on the ground and leaving, before quickly coming back and hugging Scrump. Later on when Stitch is with Lilo, she sees the girls again and shouts "My friends!" Lilo considers them her friends since she's lonely and there was no one else, until Stitch who would be considered just as weird as her.

I think Lilo is autistic. I also got violent when I was younger when people made me angry and I didn't know how bad that really is. I just knew I would get my electronics taken away and I didn't want that, it didn't process that hitting or pushing was bad. One time a classmate made fun of me and I threw a chair at him. And then I was put in a program for kids with behavioral problems the next year. After that program, I still had to talk to this lady but I don't remember anything about it. I only remember her at all because I was talking about a band I like that no one knows and she liked them too.

June 7, 2005 (0 years old)

I was born.

4th Grade

I don't remember what the time was, maybe during lunchtime on a day we stayed inside due to weather. I believe it was me, Mathieu and someone else. We were on the computer and found another flash game so we were playing that. When it was my turn, I didn't want to get off and Mathieu wanted his turn. I don't remember how exactly it happened, I was standing up and angry at him. I don't remember what he said but I tried to throw the chair at him. He made fun of me for it and it made me feel even angrier.

5th Grade

Music class was strange. I didn't fully understand what was going on, I don't remember much. We had to pick which instruments we wanted to play and I didn't know any. It's like that with English in 4th grade I don't remember even doing the homework. In my head it's like it just happened. It's like my mind is gone for those two things.

8th Grade

My grandpa died. The next day at school, me and Gabriel were playing chess in the cafeteria since it was raining outside. Zachary who was sitting next to us random turned to us, knocking over and pushing the chess pieces. After that, with this big stupid grin, he clapped and said "Congratulations on your grandpa dying!"

2024 (19 years old)

My parents have been guilt tripping me and holding basic necessities over my head like food and the roof over my head, saying I owe them for it all.

I just wanted to remind them of the hundreds of dollars they still owed me because I thought they might've forgotten. I didn't mean to be demanding. They yelled at me about I don't pay the bills so I shouldn't say anything.